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Friday, March 8, 2013
The Doll That Can't Be Loved

Doll. The one that wears dresses with big eyes who sits at the display, waiting for someone to play with it. 

 This doll was just a naive innocent girl who searches for love that she never felt before in her life. First it was during high school that the girl found a guy who is 4 years senior then her, confessed to her and both started dating but its a short while as her parents forbid her to be in a relationship at such a young age of 14 as it will affect her studies. At first, she was against the decision that her parents made for her but to no avail, she lost him. She was sad as she have to leave the guy who willingly left her to abide to her parents decision. 

 Soon after, she gave up and concentrated on her studies and earn good grades in her exams. 2 Years past quickly and she was 16 at that time. She did well in her studies for the past years and gain an award for being the best but it went back to the time whens shes 14. An outsider who is actually her best friend's close friend confessed to her that he has feelings for her. She was surprised by the confession of the guy and totally agreed to go out with him. History repeats itself as her parents was against it and again, she has to leave him. From then on, she didn't stop finding a guy for herself.

 While waiting for the  results to come out next year, she worked as a part time as a maid in a maid café and also a cashier in a department store near the cafe for almost 2 months and there's where she met a guy who is new, working at the same company as she is. She remembered the face of the guy she met that is during the time she was ask for directions and that guy who came with his father came to the cashier and talk to my colleague saying that he was having a job interview of the department store near the shop she was working at and was asking whether he will get the job. She also remembered what he wore during that day. it was a long sleeved black top with a black skinny jeans with sneakers and gel up hair style. he looked dreamy when she were looking at him. 

 It was unlucky for her that day, as she has to train him how to use the equipment at the cashier counter as it was his first day. she was having an awkward moment when he was around and keeps stuttering when teaching him what was the buttons for. without she realising, lets put the guy name, Shin. Shin place his face near her and said, 'i like you and want to be with you.' She was easily melted when guys sweet talk her and agrees to it easily. Both started dating without the knowledge of her parents. They were together for almost a month now and that's where the problem start. Shin was ignoring her, sms and calls she sent to him. She felt something was not right at that point of time. She open up his profile through his profile and find out that he has someone else. She was heartbroken. She always thought that this relationship could last. She keeps blaming herself and cried everynight and thinking why did he did that to her without her knowledge. Her parents was worried and concern about and ask if there is any matter that she would like to share. She replied,'No'. It didnt stop her from finding a new guy right after the breakup. She kept meeting guys she met online and in the end she receives the same results. She did had a kiss with one of the guys she met online. Plus,that was her first.
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